Moments...

Do you ever have moments where you almost hyper-ventilate because your thinking about the future, all of the responsibilities you have, and everything your supposed to do with your life...well I had one a little bit ago. Actually I had a major meltdown about some of those things a couple of days ago, I avoided that this time but it still stresses me out sometimes.

I'm trying to sort out my student loans (which just thinking about makes me cringe). I'm also in the process of car shopping. Which, by the way, I can't get a car loan until I get my student loans figured out...it's a frustrating circle.

Anyway, I'm realizing those moments are probably going to become more frequent now in the real world. Because now I don't have an excuse, I can't say well I'm still in school so I don't have to worry about that stuff yet. But I guess I knew I would be dealing with this stuff so it shouldn't be a surprise, but it still isn't fun.

Ah....the real world has begun to sink in.