Sunday, January 9, 2011

2011, here we go!

This is where I was when I rang in the new year. I definitely can't complain. We drove to North Carolina for the last weekend of the year and spent it with family. We spent our days walking on the beach and shopping, and our nights eating and playing cards. My grandparents celebrated their 60th wedding anniversary...crazy I know. But it gives me hope that that kind of love and commitement still exists in the world.

Anyway, I think 2010 was definitely a year of new beginnings for myself and my mom. I'm glad it's over, but also thankful that we made it through (for the most part) in one piece. I think 2011 will be a year to remember, I have a feeling there are many great things in store for me. And I can't wait to see what exactly they are! I hope everyone is excited about this new year as I am, and I hope it turns out great for everyone!!

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Another year has come and gone...

Well, Wednesday is my 23rd birthday. I can remember when I was like 13 thinking that the age of 18 would be awesome and it was so far away. Lord, at that point 23 seemed old, and I'm not sure I ever thought I could make it past 18 let alone all the way to 23 lol. Anyway, I've been thinking a lot about this coming birthday and about how lucky I am. I have so much to be thankful for. Sure life hasn't been the easiest for me in the past year and a half, but it's made me a much stronger person. I know who I am and I'm totally comfortable and okay with that. I know what I want in life and I'm gonna try my hardest to achieve it. I have an amazing mother who has shown her true grace and strength in the past year. I'm in love with an amazing man named Steve, I couldn't have found anyone more perfectly suited for me in life. All in all, I'm happy. :) And in honor of my birthday I decided to do a little research on my astrological sign. I love this kind of stuff, that's probably why I have my sign in a sun tattooed on my shoulder. lol But I found this interesting and decided to share it.



Virgo is the sixth sign of the zodiac, to be exact, and that's the way Virgos like it: exacting. Those born under this sign are forever the butt of jokes for being so picky and critical (and they can be), but their 'attention to detail' is for a reason: to help others. Virgos, more than any other sign, were born to serve, and it gives them great joy. They are also tailor-made for the job, since they are industrious, methodical and efficient. The sense of duty borne by these folks is considerable, and it ensures that they will always work for the greater good.

Virgo is represented by the Virgin, although this association should not be taken literally. Rather, Virgos tend to take on some of the qualities of a Virgin, things like modesty and humanity. Some might consider them repressed, although Virgins would argue that it's a noble quality, as opposed to a negative one. Most of all, Virgos enjoy indulging their practical and logical side and poring over their projects to the nth degree. To say these folks are good at fact-finding almost understates the case, since Virgos revel in their exacting (some would argue pedantic) behavior and are a whiz with minutiae. Virgins are an asset in the workplace as they can be counted on to get things right the first time, every time -- and no detail will be overlooked. They are also balanced and fair in their assessments in keeping with the Mutable Quality assigned to this sign.

Virgo is ruled by Mercury, and as portrayed in ancient Roman mythology, Mercury wasn't one to sit still for long. This swift-footed god was a bundle of energy, both physically and mentally, and that pretty much sums up the Virgin's makeup. A Virgo's brain is in overdrive most of the time, which is why these folks get so much done. Those born under this sign are also able communicators and use their mental acuity to maximum advantage. All of this brainpower can make Virgos prone to skepticism, and can even lead to the kind of over-think that surely leads to overkill. Thankfully, though, Virgos are also a studious lot and can temper their worst impulses with a bit of careful analysis. Virgos enjoy studying a situation in great detail, whether it's a work project or a friendship. Virgins are truly interested in understanding things. The bane of many Virgos is the perfectionism that can get in the way of their usual clear thinking. 'I'm not a perfectionist; I'm discriminating!' a Virgo would say, happy in the knowledge that their taste is unparalleled. Along those lines, Virgos are also neat and clean, save for the occasional sloppy Virgin (they do exist). Virgins are also reliable and practical and oh-so-useful to have around.

The Element associated with Virgo is Earth, and in keeping with that, most Virgos are grounded, salt-of-the-earth types. The flash and dash can go to others, since Virgos would much rather be humble and easy-going. That said, Virgins do enjoy material possessions and are (dare we say?) picky about what they bring into their lives. Some might even go as far as calling them self-centered, but it's really more of a desire to surround themselves with what's right -- for them. This knack for discernment also serves Virgos well in business, where their decisions are usually dead-on. Those born under this sign are eminently sensible and use their critical eye well. While Virgos can be worrywarts, they do their best to temper these impulses. However, if this nervousness goes unchecked, it can lead to hypochondria, that ugly skeleton in the Virgo's closet. For that reason, Virgos are extremely health conscious, to the point of being storehouses of information on diet and hygiene. Many Virgos even choose a health or medical career so they won't miss a beat.

Working out is elemental for Virgo, if only so they know intellectually that they're helping themselves physically. See, the benefits of exercise are far more important to Virgo than the process itself. That's why Virgos are likely to time themselves on their runs and get in those 300 sit-ups every day. When it comes to the game of love, Virgos are able to loosen up somewhat and are devoted to their lovers, even if they can be a bit jealous. Soothing relief often comes in the way of earth tones, which is why Virgos like to be surrounded by shades of tan and a warm yellow.

The great strength of the Virgo-born is in their practicality, sharp mind and attention to detail. When merged with their willingness to serve, Virgos become essential helpmates. They can be picky -- so what?

Friday, August 20, 2010

Inspiration

Well, I've been neglecting blogging again. Steve looked at me tonight when I told him I'd been neglecting this and said "Sorry I haven't been inspiring you." Well that got me thinking about a quote I posted on my fb page the other night, inspired by him of course. ‎"We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love." This quote just fits Steve and I. We are both definitely.....unique, in our own ways. But we are absolutely perfect for each other. I realize I'm starting to sound sappy with my last few postes, but thats just where I'm at in life right now. :) And I'm happy there! I finally met someone that is pretty much the male version of me lol! We enjoy the same literature, movies, and we are both sarcastic in our humor. You would think being alike in so many ways would be a bad thing, but for us it works. We still have our differences, which we pick on each other for, but it just gives us more to talk about. Well, me more to talk about since I talk enough for the both of us most of the time. ;) But all in all we go together like peanut butter and jelly....well I don't really like jelly with my peanut butter so how about......peanut butter and chocolate! :) He's a great guy and I'm glad I finally found him.

To show just how much of a good guy he is, here is a pic of the flowers that showed up at work for me last friday, for no reason other than he wanted to send them. :)

Sunday, July 25, 2010

True Blessings....Soulmates

Soulmate is defined as: one of two persons compatible with each other in disposition, point of view, or sensitivity. A related concept is that of the twin flame or twin soul – which is thought to be the ultimate soulmate, the one and only other half of one's soul, for which all souls are driven to find and join.
One story about soulmates, presented by Aristophanes in Plato's Symposium, is that humans originally consisted of four arms, four legs, and a single head made of two faces, but Zeus feared their power and split them all in half, condemning them to spend their lives searching for the other half to complete them.

I'm not sure how true the mythological version the story of soulmates is, but it's an interesting concept. I don't know if I ever really believed in the idea of soul mates, maybe because I had never met anyone that came close to that for me. However, I met someone recently that makes me think a little harder about the possibility that there is another person out there cut from the same theoretical cloth as you. I haven't known him very long in actuality, but it feels as if I've known him forever. It's strange how alike we are in so many ways. I've never met anyone else like him, or so much like me I guess. I'm interested to see how things work out for us. But I know that even if we don't work out, I'm blessed to have him in my life for however long he chooses to be here.

Friday, July 23, 2010

True blessings....Friends

If I ever have a rough day or week, I know one thing for certain, I can always find comfort with my best friend. Even when we are both having rough times and we just vent to each other I know that things will be better after I talk to her. So that's where I'm spending my Friday night, at my best friends mother-in-laws house! It's a chance to hang out with her and her husbands family, watch a good movie and catch up on some girl talk in the mean time. It's a time for me to unwind and just relax. It's awesome to have friends like this. A friend that knows you inside and out, that you can make a fool of yourself in front of then crack up laughing together. A friend you can call and sob uncontrollably to and she will just wait patiently until you have calmed down enough to actually form words. Lindsey is that friend for me. She's my best friend that I call for anything and everything. She experiences the good and bad times in my life and has remained a true friend through it all. And for that I love her unconditionally! Thank you Lindsey, for being my best friend. I'm truly blessed to have her in my life and definitely would be worse for the wear without her.

Friday, July 16, 2010

Timing

Do you ever wonder why certain things or people come into your life at specific times? Or why they come at that particular time? I always wonder how you can live near someone for your entire life and never meet them. It's interesting to think about, because I think I live in a really small town. Obviously it isn't as small as I think. Anyway, it's always fun to meet someone new, especially someone new that gives you butterflies. I love the possibilities that come along with something or someone new. I love the idea of not knowing what is going to happen next. It's fun not being able to predict everything, it's fun learning about someone new, it's just a fun experience overall. Hopefully this particular person that has recently entered my life will be someone that's around for a while. :) But we'll see how that goes, and I'll keep everyone updated on here in the meantime.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Innocence

Ok, so I've definitely been neglecting my blog again. Sorry, life just gets away from me sometimes. Anyway, I've been toying a lot with the idea of innocence and at what point in life we actually lose our innocence. Because you know as a littld kid you believe everyone can do no wrong and that your going to live in a house made of gummi bears someday and well, you know, all of those silly things little kids still believe are possible. But at what point do we cross over from believing the best in everyone, to believing the worst?
For me I think the 15th year of my existence is the year that I lost my innocence. Both in literal ways and metaphorical ways. It's the year my entire life changed, and for the most part, not for the better. That's the year I learned that Disney movies were misleading and there is no such thing as happily ever after. It's the year that my all american family fell apart and I knew things were never going to be the same.
Well, I knew from then on things were different. Even though my parents tried to work things out, it just all seemed fake in my eyes. I no longer believed in love or had any faith left in the institution of marriage. Well, this past year everything finally fell apart for good. And sometime soon my parents will finally be legally divorced.
Now, I hate the things that have happened, and I wish things could have happened differently. However, I look at my mom these days and I realize she is happier now than she has been in a very long time. And so am I.
So even though that was a rough year for me, and this past year has been even more rough, I realize that everything really does happen for a reason. Although, I do believe that Disney movies suck for filling young girls heads with unattainable ideas of love and "happily ever after".